and the beat goes on...
it has taken awhile since last post. i needed a revamp not only of this site, but more of a "spring clean" of my soul.
so many decision making that are life changing and i must admit wasn't ready for it.
i always thought--- god will not give me anything i can't handle... but why does the same situation come up over and over again?
then i thought.. maybe just maybe "we" made a very tragic decision in "our" past lives.. and maybe that's why it keeps on repeating in every lifetime for "us" to choose the right path.... then i thought, when i finally have chosen the right decision.. maybe just maybe in our next life... we'll just pass by each other , on the street..look eye to eye, and for a moment we close our eyes and feel a moment of deja vu
soulmates? is there such thing--- past lives- does it even exist? horoscopes do they really work? and the biggest thing of all.. is there a god?
all of the thing that i respect and think of all the time.quite a contradiction to what im supposed to believe, growing up as a catholic.
i wasn't supposed to believe in those things, i was only to believe in one path god has chosen for me.
so how come those things make sense when its supposed to be bad/evil?