i do have good days.
...sometimes i think i spend too much time complaining about what's wrong to realize that life is often so right
...sometimes i think how i can share the positive moments instead of dwelling on the negative vibes that's stunting our growth.
...sometimes i also think that i feel so content cos finally i have someone who watches over me...i finally have someone who i think i can stand still with
...sometimes i also think that im so powerless - so powerless that i cried, not because i was hurt but because he was.
...you feel like that when you love someone.
one day i stepped back - and breathe and my body shook as an overwhelming peace overcame me -
i do not have any fear anymore of what the future might be cos at this moment...
i am happy, i am content it will be enough for me to carry it on to whatever our horizon is -
then i smiled and i knew it will be a good day.
and it is.
