let me tell you what i'm afraid of
i'm afraid that i have lost my voice and i have stopped believing.
i''ve grown up for the past year - big time - my inner strength sometimes is just not enough - and i thank you all who stood by me.
the never ending saga of mr. big a huge influence on it all -
but today - a year and a half later - i stand firmly and no longer believe in him - there is no bitterness, just lots of love that i know is deserved by someone else. I thank you tho - I found myself again.
i am barbara - 29 years old.
i am no longer afraid of what i can offer.
i am my worst enemy
but i know who i am and i love me now.
one wish for myself this year -
i want to continue believing
can we make a mistake and miss our fate?