YOUR THOUGHTS
09 September 2010: 2004 birthday part 1
observations for today
28 today.
i thought turning 27 was exciting with all the things i've gone thru..
turning 28 was another step up in the wonderful colourful life of barbara.... more to come and more observations about this... but for now.... i felt the love from most people.
but sadly - one person i truly wanted to hear from... didn't even care enough... (yah i'm not gonna hear the end of this from my friends) but i have to say it... it made me sad, sad to think that i invested enough on yet another one i will never truly have.
i felt the love however from the new peeps i will be working for... yeay for me... funky bunch for the queen tart!
don't forget.. party this friday peeps!
to ponder onlets see.. how did barbara's bday go -
-12.30am- got an email message talking about some computer stuff - not a hello.. not even a happy bday thingie..
-1.00am- cried myself to sleep
-6.00am- woke up to get ready and shower for some bday morning nookie.
-6.30am- no show from fb.
-7.00am- mr. spanky was lovely.
-7.30am- straightened hair, put outfit on. straightened hair.
-8.15am-changed outfit. straightened hair, make up on.
-8.30am- taxi cab came.
-8.35am- taxi driver making conversations and hitting on me.
-8.5am- taxi driver asking for my number.
-9.00am- taxi driver sms's me.
-9.01am- meeting at fullers.
-11.00am- coffee break at fullers - gave me bunch of flowers, hoochie mama was sooo cute today! *sigh* how do i work with him!
-12.00pm- checked phone, 10 messages, 5 missed calls.
-12.45pm- lunch with peter :)
-2.30pm- went shopping for outfit on friday-lost another dress size. damn i'm good! procrastinated. didn't buy anything.
-2.45pm- got a surprise call from someone special.
-3.30pm- on my way home - felt sad. just had thought.. everyone has called and emailed to greet... except for one.
-4.00pm- solitude.
-5.00pm- made calls to the girls - need to be out on my bday.
-6.45pm- writing this.
-6.47pm- still nothing... nada from....
Well Barbara...
28!! Happy Birthday you beautiful, amazing, strong, sexy woman....
I know you will get all you deserve and more in the year to come, and you have already come such a long way in the time I have known you! My god, it has been nearly 14 years! Can I just say how much every second of that time has been a real pleasure... you are a true kindred spirit, and no matter how far apart we are, we are always together in spirit... you have done so much, touched so many lives, you should be incredibly proud of yourself...
I hope you had a lovely time on Saturday night- sorry I couldn't be there, but believe me- I had a drink for you to celebrate...
Take care my wonderful, amazing friend.... and keep believing in yourself (including the fact that you will meet that special someone one day- all the guys you have met so far have not been enough for you... and believe me honey... you deserve the best!!!)
--ayand. xx
- posted by Ayan [email]
i love you ayan!
your bday greeting/card is always a highlight for me every year... i have kept all of those.. for the last 14 years!
you are my kindred spirit.. and i never say this enough to those who matter..i truly love you... i will be patient my friend.
you know how my heart truly is... i just wish that all the tears that has rolled down my cheeks will equal or even multiply the worth of happiness i'm yet to have!
thank you.
---
B
- posted by barbara
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Barb !! It sounds like you're really sorting things out ...... well done sweetie !!
I'm looking forward to catching up on Friday ...... hope I get a hug ....... hehe.
Chris ...... XXX
- posted by Chris KaoS [email]
Happy Birthday Beautiful B! Enjoy being 28. Savor it. Coz turning 30 is another world. Good things to come. Love yah!
- posted by Yvonne [email]
happy birthday, miss b. congratulations on reaching your 28th year - what an achievement. don't worry about 'the person whose name i will not utter' - like hh, he obviously has no concept of class or style and is not deserving of one of your tears...but part of your charm is that you care for those who are less than deserving. romance and love will happen for you, miss b, and as my good friend oscar wilde once wrote, "to love oneself is the beginning of a life long romance."
feel the love, gorgeous girl xxx
- posted by little one
i have been given grief for not writing anything for such a special person on such a special occassion...so, just to tease her, i shall write later....
- posted by miss j [email]
Let go and get over it!
- posted by anonymous
she has.
- posted by anonymous
Indeed.
- posted by anonymous