YOUR THOUGHTS
06 February 2012: let me tell you what i'm afraid of
observations for today
i'm afraid that i have lost my voice and i have stopped believing.
i''ve grown up for the past year - big time - my inner strength sometimes is just not enough - and i thank you all who stood by me.
the never ending saga of mr. big a huge influence on it all -
but today - a year and a half later - i stand firmly and no longer believe in him - there is no bitterness, just lots of love that i know is deserved by someone else. I thank you tho - I found myself again.
i am barbara - 29 years old.
i am no longer afraid of what i can offer.
i am my worst enemy
but i know who i am and i love me now.
one wish for myself this year -
i want to continue believing
to ponder oncan we make a mistake and miss our fate?
FATE IS WHAT YOU MAKETH xox
- posted by anonymous
of course not,
coz the mistake
IS of course
PART of the fate!
- posted by YeYe The TedYe Bear
You all have way too much spare time on your hands....
- posted by anonymous
we can make mistakes...YES...but miss our fate...NO...we won't miss our fate, we just have detours along the way! I am happy that you are finally learning to love yourself and see things with a bit of clarity.
- posted by teddykiller [www] [email]
Oh sisterooni... my poor deluded sisterooni... you said be noice and sweet in this cos its ur bday and all.. so guess what... IM NOT *insert evil laugh*
I will be the bearer of truth... like I always have..
I have known you for like, ever... and you have gone through aa whole lot of nice stuff and not so nice stuff... but all through it you have evolved and learnt from it. Eventually. When mummy and I kicked ur butt into realising you're better than all of it.
You are whingey, annoying and sometimes i wonder what you think when you go shopping *you are sooooo lucky to have me around* but you're still my sister- the one who i can escape to when i have problems the one that taught me how to deal with life and just... the one who was my sister.
You are soooo old by the way... just thought i's add that out of no where...
All i want you to know is as long as you are still around and we're still here to hold hold your hand and bitch slap you back home... then you should never doubt in believing what you want- what you need to. Believe in yourself, and believe that we will always believe in you... Even if i dont trust your taste sometimes... I mean what were you thinking with that frilly top honestly!!
Your fate can never be lost btw... mistakes happen... so you take the scenic route and chillax and eventually you'll get there... and when you do get there, you'll appreciate it more..
Happy bday.
- posted by plung
When I read all this one of the strangest things that come to my mind are words from Arnold Schwarzenegger (yes him of all people)-'One of the things I learnt lifting weights was that there was no such thing as The Limit. Just when you thought you could not lift another ounce you could just muster that additional strength to lift more'.
Well senorita, like they say 'Life's a dream and your mistakes - The Alarm Clock' I am sure right now you are glad you are you and I like you because you are you !!
Enjoy the journey senorita and don't worry about the destination.
Happy B'day once again !
- posted by Prakash Eric Gomez [email]