YOUR THOUGHTS
06 February 2012: i can't breathe.
observations for today
i have this painful pinching pain on my chest - sometimes it becomes so sickening it makes me feel the stupid flutter of my stomach.
i cried a good tear last night - there was just so much beauty with what has been said and done that my heart is about to explode with pain, with anxiety, with happiness and love all at the same time.
you know my reservations about this - it's too soon, it's undiscussed - maybe we did, but both are just too damn scared to do something about it.
i'm glad to say to you that i am scared and find this very very strange at the moment.
i'm glad you feel and think the same way.
to ponder onwe know we're both addicted to "THIS" thing.. what is it?
why couldn't we describe it?
where do we stand? and please don't give me the excuse of the good friends bit.. i told you it was the weakest response i've ever heard - let's take the risk of being happy?
is it time for a second chance already? the way i see it...he has to go through hell and back first!
- posted by teddykiller